I'm getting a paid trip to New York to attend the American International Toy Fair in New York
. It's gonna be my first trip to NY, so I'm excited. Only thing is, I heard it's like 30-40 degrees over there. WTF?! I get cold when it hits 60 here! So, this gives me an excuse to go shopping, hehe.
I'm dating someone who's making me laugh and smile. Someone I can open up to and speak to without hesitance. I care about him and I hope there will be a future, but I'm unsure... I want someone who will take care of me... Like the way exes did--When I asked for something, they gave it to me. I think it has to do with their age, experience and how their lives were set by the time I came along. I've already gotten accustomed to being spoiled from my last relationship-- but I just need to get out of the phase and become independent. I shouldn't expect to get my way or to get things handed to me on a silver platter.
In other news, I keep in touch with my exes, as platonic friends, of course. Got one ex inviting me to go to church with him. :) Another one trying to get me to become a gambler and ditch work to go gamble with him at casinos (LOL) and another one who-- another one... whom I can talk to about my problems, who will listen and advise without judgment, who won't tell me what to do but allow me to come up with my own decisions...